A prison of the mind

A prison of the mind

A prison of the mind I have been searching for the true Goddess / Mistress in my life for a very long time. After several disappointments in recent years, I came across the site of Mistress Emma. I was immediately intrigued when I saw her site and looks. From that moment on I couldn’t think of anything else anymore. After having doubted for a long time, I sent a message that was actually a bit too long, but I wanted to make sure I could get her attention. Almost immediately a message came back in which she invited me for Read more »

HAPPY DAY IN HELL

HAPPY DAY IN HELL

It is a special day today because I am going to give up completely my freedom to Mistress Emma. I’m going to sign a special contract, where I’ll hand myself over to Mistress Emma for the rest of my life. This means that I no longer have anything to say about any aspect of my life. Mistress Emma had one condition before I would have the honor of giving my life, myself, my everything to Her. Once again, I have to show my loyalty and willingness to Her in the form of a session of a whole day. This day Read more »

I can change for you, Mistress Emma

I can change for you, Mistress Emma

I can change for you I was such a disappointment for my Goddess – Mistress Emma. But now I finally found the right way as my eyes were really opened by her a few weeks ago! My behavior was, according to Mistress Emma very bad because I didn’t give her the respect which she earns.  I was not following the agreements which she made with me and was losing her valuable time. Mistress Emma and I met for the first time about 1 year ago and during this year she made a big impression on me. Yet I was too Read more »

(FACE) SLAPPING!

(FACE) SLAPPING!

I misbehave, My Mistress punishes me. I am not telling the truth, she punishes me again. I do not treat her as I should, punishment is in order. And I know, every time I meet my Mistress I will have to honest about my mistakes and have to accept the punishment she has in mind. What really hurts is when she, totally unexpected for me, slaps me in my face. A flat hand on my right cheek and another one on my left cheek. Again right, then left, my cheeks are starting to glow and my ears start singing. I Read more »

SMALL MISTAKE, BIG CONSEQUENCE!

SMALL MISTAKE, BIG CONSEQUENCE!

SMALL MISTAKE, BIG CONSEQUENCE!   She looked at me and asked me whether something is wrong? I replied: “no Mylady, should anything be wrong?” She looked angry and was wondering whether I had no clue at all or that I was just being plain stupid. Well, as always, it was me being stupid. A few days prior to my visit to my Mistress I requested her help. I have sent her a message stating I needed her help very badly. Hence I was extremely horny and was considering going for a pay-date. But I know this would be so wrong Read more »

REDEMPTION

REDEMPTION

REDEMPTION – STAGE 1! Did I like the last session with Mistress Emma? No, I did not! Was I rewarded by Mistress Emma and thus satisfied? No, I was not! Was it right though what happened this time? Oh yes, for sure it was! During my education and training to obtain my submissive role, Mylady found out something was wrong, something was blocking my development. Honestly, I hate it. There is nothing you can hide from Mistress Emma. With her beautiful but dominant eyes, she looks right into the deepest corners of your soul. Mylady said to me, that if Read more »

Slave Ownership

Slave Ownership

Of course, you are welcome for any type of BDSM-session but the main question always will be how submissive are you really? Will you take serving your Mistress serious or not? Is adoration and worshipping me on your daily agenda? How slave, will you prove your total devotion to your Mistress? As I see it, there is only one option. You will surrender to me your most precious property, you will hand over to me yourself! Yes, you will let me own your body, mind, soul, thoughts, desires, and needs. And pay attention: giving me the ownership means you hand Read more »

SOFT SESSION? YES, BUT HARD LESSON!

SOFT SESSION? YES, BUT HARD LESSON!

Soft session? Looking back at my last visit to my Mistress I wonder, how does she do it every time again? I know she is an ultimate professional Dominatrix but nevertheless, she amazes me every time I am allowed to visit her. Let me tell you what happened during my visit in August 2017. You know, when she opens the door of her studio, your breath will stop for some seconds. Her beauty, her outfit, her boots, her lovely smile and her soft voice, it is a match made in heaven. But beware, hell can be around the corner as Read more »

I WILL PROVE MYSELF!

I WILL PROVE MYSELF!

I will prove myself to my Mistress! It was a sunny and perfect day to visit my beautiful Mistress Emma. But while stepping out of the sun into the dark shadow of the studio I was already wondering what She would have in her dominant mind for me this time. When she opened the door her stunning appearance instantly took my breath away. Dressed in shining black leather showing her beautiful female curves and slender body.  High black boots with the longest heels I have ever seen. Her long blond hair but above all her dominant eyes and her female Read more »

I AM AN ANIMAL!

I AM AN ANIMAL!

I was extremely confident when I went to see my Mistress last week. I had really lived up to my task, was caged in and had the keys attached to a little gift. She would love to play with me I was sure. But this little voice in my head should have warned me louder: She will punish you, She will.  What happened? Well, earlier that day She tested me. She sent me a message that we had to make a new appointment. One week delay and although I accepted her decision, I replied with an angry emoticon. That was Read more »