REDEMPTION

REDEMPTION

REDEMPTION – STAGE 1! Did I like the last session with Mistress Emma? No, I did not! Was I rewarded by Mistress Emma and thus satisfied? No, I was not! Was it right though what happened this time? Oh yes, for sure it was! During my education and training to obtain my submissive role, Mylady found out something was wrong, something was blocking my development. Honestly, I hate it. There is nothing you can hide from Mistress Emma. With her beautiful but dominant eyes, she looks right into the deepest corners of your soul. Mylady said to me, that if Read more »

SOFT SESSION? YES, BUT HARD LESSON!

SOFT SESSION? YES, BUT HARD LESSON!

Soft session? Looking back at my last visit to my Mistress I wonder, how does she do it every time again? I know she is an ultimate professional Dominatrix but nevertheless, she amazes me every time I am allowed to visit her. Let me tell you what happened during my visit in August 2017. You know, when she opens the door of her studio, your breath will stop for some seconds. Her beauty, her outfit, her boots, her lovely smile and her soft voice, it is a match made in heaven. But beware, hell can be around the corner as Read more »

I WILL PROVE MYSELF!

I WILL PROVE MYSELF!

I will prove myself to my Mistress! It was a sunny and perfect day to visit my beautiful Mistress Emma. But while stepping out of the sun into the dark shadow of the studio I was already wondering what She would have in her dominant mind for me this time. When she opened the door her stunning appearance instantly took my breath away. Dressed in shining black leather showing her beautiful female curves and slender body.  High black boots with the longest heels I have ever seen. Her long blond hair but above all her dominant eyes and her female Read more »

I AM AN ANIMAL!

I AM AN ANIMAL!

I was extremely confident when I went to see my Mistress last week. I had really lived up to my task, was caged in and had the keys attached to a little gift. She would love to play with me I was sure. But this little voice in my head should have warned me louder: She will punish you, She will.  What happened? Well, earlier that day She tested me. She sent me a message that we had to make a new appointment. One week delay and although I accepted her decision, I replied with an angry emoticon. That was Read more »

I SURRENDER

I SURRENDER

I surrender It was International Women’s Day when my Mistress sends me a message ordering me to come and to serve her. What a privilege to serve her on this special day where women all around the world are to be worshiped and adored. With a small tasteful gift in my hands, I knocked on the door of Mylady’s studio. Mistress Emma opened the door and I could see she was furious. Therefore My Domina ordered me to leave. As I had no idea what I did wrong I asked her what had happened? Which mistake did I make to make her so Read more »

THE IMPOSSIBLE ASSIGNMENT

THE IMPOSSIBLE ASSIGNMENT

When I met Mylady online the last time she, like always was nice. Pretty (I should say beautiful) and full of understanding for my problems, my demands, and my needs. At the end of our nice long chat, Mylady gave me, like normally, a task, an order or an assignment so you will: do not relief yourself when you think of me. After a few days now, I know this is, more or less, an impossible task. So today I asked Mylady for advice, hoping she would be so kind to lift this task and let me off the hook. Read more »

MY GREATEST FEAR!

MY GREATEST FEAR!

On my way to meet Mistress Emma I stopped at the flower shop to buy her black roses. At least I needed a present to bring my Mistress in a good mood. Unfortunately,  I knew I had been so stupid: I had looked, just out of curiosity, at the website of another mistress. Now I know I had to tell her. Honestly, that is what Mistress Emma wants from me so I had to come clean and take the consequences of my stupid behavior. Mistress Emma immediately knew something was wrong, she saw it in my eyes. Then I stuttered and tried Read more »

SILLY ME

SILLY ME

I was nervous when I walked up the stairs to the room of Mistress Emma. Nervous as I was not sure whether she would accept my story or not. It was only a fort night ago since she gave me a clear and not too difficult task: “do not touch yourself, do not relief yourself, when you think of me till we meet again for our next session”. Straight forward, clear words, so nothing I could not understand. Well, was it that easy then? My Mistress Emma gave me the order while we were having our internet video chat. And Read more »

IMPROVE, IMPROVE & IMPROVE

IMPROVE, IMPROVE & IMPROVE

Improve, Improve  & Improve It is Sunday now and so more than 4 days since I met Mylady. Four days have gone by but I had no other option than to remember our session every day. My whole body is covered with blue stains, stripes from the whips. Therefore I feel the pain in my whole body still today. I am my Mistress’ number 1 slave and I am extremely proud to be that number 1 on her list. But Mylady was not that satisfied with me. For her birthday, I promised her a session with a totally free hand. Read more »