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Down the rabbit hole

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Down the rabbit hole

PRELUDE This isn’t a regular story. This is a daily journal of my Chastity experience with Mistress Emma. How we got to this point will be part of another story. It started with a very small and seemingly innocent deal, and being locked into chastity for 1 or 2 weeks. But along the way, it escalated into this behemoth of an experience, with an extremely dire consequence for me. Mistress Emma and I wanted everyone to have a full, raw, pure & detailed account of the entire experience. She ordered me to keep a journal every day.  So all slaves Read more »

Chastity Contract

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Chastity Contract

General rules: The slave has to stay in chastity from 06/04 until 27/04 for a total of 22 days. The slave is not allowed to remove the chastity cage for any reason other than Supervised cleaning. The slave will record a continuous video from the time of unlocking until they are locked up again. Showing the cleaning.  Ensuring that no cheating can happen.  Failure to comply with this will result in the same punishment as failure on an edging challenge. (See later) Each orgasm the slave has, for whatever reason and in any way (ruined, anal, regular, …), will add Read more »

Special treatment with the Emma Paddle

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Special treatment with the Emma Paddle

There are always those exciting moments when you receive a message from The Goddess – slave mark I am back in the country, and it’s time to get you back in line. And Mistress Emma is the only one who can do this exactly the way I deeply desire and need. Finally, the day arrived, the Sunday afternoon, and I went off to the beautiful Goddess, Mistress Emma. She opened the door, and I was deeply impressed. Full in leather. Apparently, that was the dress code for today. Then Mistress Emma looked me deep in the eyes. I was just Read more »

The Fear, the Tears, and the Beautiful Release – My First Session with Mistress Emma

and the Beautiful Release – My First Session with Mistress Emma 2 comments
The Fear, the Tears, and the Beautiful Release – My First Session with Mistress Emma

Mistress Emma actually followed me first on X, before, and grabbed my attention quickly. I had been reading Her blog quietly for weeks. After a previous experience that left me cautious, I promised myself the next step had to be real, calm, and honest. When Mistress Emma mentioned She had time in The Hague, I decided to take the leap. I arrived a little nervous. When She opened the door, I immediately felt that mix of excitement and respect. She might be small in stature, but Her presence fills the room. Before anything started, She took time for a proper Read more »

The Goddess of many faces

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The Goddess of many faces

The Aspects If there is one thing I’ve learned during my time with Goddess Emma, it’s that Her Divinity isn’t a single form. It’s a whole pantheon housed inside one terrifyingly beautiful woman. And each aspect has its own way of ruining me… I have met the Demon, the merciless creature who delights in dragging inexperienced fools like me into Her lair, feeding on their screams as if they were Her personal delicacy. She implants Herself in their mind and ties their life force to Her. I have stood before the Queen of Hell, the sovereign reserved for the more Read more »

The desire, the fear, and everything in between.

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The desire, the fear, and everything in between.

I have known Mistress Emma for approximately five years. We can both be wild when we play; we have this chemistry that’s hard to explain. It’s like magic. A pull and push sort of thing. We ride on the same wave lengts i suppose. Whether it is a hardcore, challenging extreme session we have in mind, or rather easy going, yet extremely intense game that gets developed way further than I have expected – Mistress Emma never disappoints! And our last session was the perfect example of that. Mistress Emma was abroad on 3 months long vacation, so I had Read more »

Serving Mistress Emma 24/7

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Serving Mistress Emma 24/7

How blessed I am with the chance to not only know Her well, but also serve underneath Mistress Emma’s booth. Over time, my obsession with Her grew immensely, but so did my dedication and my desire to please, to be seen, and to serve. But let’s go back to my humble beginnings. I visited Mistress Emma one February morning back in 2022. At that point, I had no experience with the BDSM scenes at all, and went to meet Her more so out of curiosity rather than a need to submit. Mistress Emma captivated me instantly. With Her long blond Read more »

The Queen of Hell unleashed

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The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Wish A lot has happened since my first session with Mistress Emma & this one. My first session with Her was my first taste of what Hell could look like. It was painful, but damn, did it taste good. From that moment on, it was clear I wasn’t going anywhere. I wanted more. In the meantime, we’ve had multiple sessions & we’ve signed an ownership contract (which had some special clauses at my request). One of these clauses gives Mistress Emma the right to decide if I get a safe word or not. By default, I would have none. Read more »

Force fem me

Force fam me One comment
Force fem me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

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A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »