Down the rabbit hole

Down the rabbit hole

PRELUDE This isn’t a regular story. This is a daily journal of my Chastity experience with Mistress Emma. How we got to this point will be part of another story. It started with a very small and seemingly innocent deal, and being locked into chastity for 1 or 2 weeks. But along the way, it escalated into this behemoth of an experience, with an extremely dire consequence for me. Mistress Emma and I wanted everyone to have a full, raw, pure & detailed account of the entire experience. She ordered me to keep a journal every day.  So all slaves Read more »

Chastity Contract

Chastity Contract

General rules: The slave has to stay in chastity from 06/04 until 27/04 for a total of 22 days. The slave is not allowed to remove the chastity cage for any reason other than Supervised cleaning. The slave will record a continuous video from the time of unlocking until they are locked up again. Showing the cleaning.  Ensuring that no cheating can happen.  Failure to comply with this will result in the same punishment as failure on an edging challenge. (See later) Each orgasm the slave has, for whatever reason and in any way (ruined, anal, regular, …), will add Read more »

The Goddess of many faces

The Goddess of many faces

The Aspects If there is one thing I’ve learned during my time with Goddess Emma, it’s that Her Divinity isn’t a single form. It’s a whole pantheon housed inside one terrifyingly beautiful woman. And each aspect has its own way of ruining me… I have met the Demon, the merciless creature who delights in dragging inexperienced fools like me into Her lair, feeding on their screams as if they were Her personal delicacy. She implants Herself in their mind and ties their life force to Her. I have stood before the Queen of Hell, the sovereign reserved for the more Read more »

Relying on Mistress Emma

Relying on Mistress Emma

Mistress Emma is my Mistress. I have been visiting her for over 7 years now. But over the course of time, She has become way more than a BDSM Mistress to me. First, we became friends and I have been able to rely on Her and lean on Her shoulder whenever I felt lost, scared, or just needed someone to talk to and share my inner thoughts and emotions. I am a very private person, and to open up before someone and discuss what really happens with me and in my head has always been very difficult. But with Mistress Read more »

Severe punishment

Severe punishment

I have been fascinated by Pro Dommes for quite some time now. Yet, my experience so far has always been just fun and interesting, with nothing too deep. I have never been terrified by a woman in my whole entire life. After all, I am a middle-aged, well-built man who visits the gym occasionally, and consider myself in good shape both physically and mentally. I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website through one of Her Twitter posts. Once I discovered it, it took me a while to read through the whole thing, and although it struck me as quite interesting, I Read more »