I WENT UNDER…

This is the story of my life. The short story of how my life changed completely in a matter of just a few short (or endless – depends on your point of view) hours.

I find Mistress Emma’s blog by accident. To be honest, I was just bored one day. So I went online to entertain myself, not really sure what exactly I was looking for. Not long after I start browsing the web, I stumbled across this incredible website. What attracted my attention to it was without a doubt the stunning photos. I was amazed by this lady’s beauty. In fact, I was hypnotized by her. The more I stared (yes, that’s right I was not just watching here and there, I was staring at her, unable to get my eyes off of her), the more overwhelmed I felt. I was curious to know everything about Her. Who is She? Where is She located? Can I get the chance to talk to Her…

Surely, I had to know all about Her, so I find myself reading up Her blog. Every title, every story in it, every note! It took me about 15 hours to get through it entirely! At that time, I haven’t moved away from my computer. I did not eat, did not used the toilet, did not even blink! So consumed I was by her. What started as just killing a bit of time quickly grow into much more…

Now I knew, I had to get in touch with Mistress Emma. I had to request My first BDSM session (whatever that meant). I saw on her website, that I can give her a call or message her on WhatsApp. So I decided to go for option one. I called, and 1 beeping tone afterward I heard her deep, yet feminine voice: HELLO, WITH MISTRESS EMMA – She said. Stupid me, I get panicked, froze on spot, and was not able to say a word (just for the record – I am not obnoxious, not at all, this happens for the first time in my life). Then I did the only thing I could think of – I hung up the phone.

It took me about an hour to put myself together and give it another try. This time over the App. I send her rather a long message, apologizing for the accident over the phone. Followed up by explaining that I have no experience in Her world at all. But she attracts me so much, that I am willing to cautiously enter, and give it a try. The message was really messy and long, and I did not get an immediate response. To be fair, this irritated me quite a bit – I had a chance to contact her, and I blow it! And the worst part – I even don’t know how exactly did I manage to do so…

By this point, it was getting pretty late, so I decided to go to bed. Put my phone on silent and try to get some sleep. The night was intense! I had quite a few dreams, I woke up several times... Needless to say, I did not get much sleep, not a good one anyway. In the morning I wake up to a message from Mistress Emma (Hurray, She has given me one more chance)! The message was much shorter and far better structured than mine. In there She assured me she understands how I feel. Therefore I was granted forgiveness this time. Then She required my presence in her dungeon 2 days from now for 5 hours in a row! Afterward, She requested a small deposit payment in advance, to ensure the booking.

Immediately I wondered isn’t that a bit too much? Especially for someone who had never even thought about any of this before. As well as what on earth, are we going to do in 5 hours? However, I had wronged her once already, so I decided not to argue or ask any questions at all. The deposit was paid right away. Upon payment, before I even get to send her a message that I have paid, I receive a message with the address I was supposed to go to. The first thing I did then? I googled the place, and oooo, boy was it intriguing/dangerous?

The next 48 hours I spend excessively studying Mistress Emma! All her social networks, her websites (She has 3 wow, + all of them both in English and Dutch for my convenience). When I was not researching Her, I was thinking about Her...Her outfits! The wonderful shoes! Her presence! Late afternoon on the day before I met Her I realized I have not yet prepared the gift for Her! Then I stormed out of the house. I haven’t spent too much time in the ICI Paris store before. But by now it was far too late to order it online so that only added to my uneasiness by this point.  I did not even understand when the time pass and I find myself on her doorstep. I showed up in a classy suit and tie (I assumed the better I look the better chance I get to be let in). And there I was, ready to finally meet Mistress Emma!

I ring the doorbell, and not a minute later the door opens!!! Then I lay my eyes on My Goddess for the first time in real life!!! She smiled at me, but I noticed her eyes piercing me at the same time. She looked marvelous! Sky-high latex boots (the highest one I have ever seen)... Extremely tight black and red latex dress, letting me adore her magnificent body and showing me every curve of it... Red choker, with spikes to yet, again remind me of how dangerous She is. But what really stuck deep into my head were her eyes – I don’t think I have ever seen eyes that beautiful!

In this very first moment when I saw her in real life, She managed to get me under…

To get me under her boot!

I went under her will!

I went under her guidance!

The details of the session I would like to keep for myself since that was a really mind-blowing experience for me. But one thing I will tell you for sure. When you are in Mistress Emma’s company the time flies away and before you know it, you get addicted. So addicted in fact, that you need more, and more, and more. It is never enough! Ever since this first time I keep coming back for more, and the more I get, the more I need!

Thank You, my Goddess, my Mistress, for showing me the light…

Forever yours,

Slave R