Back to the beginning

Back to the beginning

My first encounter with Mistress Emma was approximately 3 years ago. I visited Her, because I have always had this kink for some pain and pleasure mixed together. I had the urge every now and then see a pro Domme and have some naughty fun. Nothing over the top. Just enough to satisfy my kinky needs. I chose Mistress Emma, because Her website and espetially Her session stories really picked my interest. The more I read, the more qurious i become. However, no one could have prepared me for what was to come. Back at this time, I couldn’t even Read more »

Becoming Hers

Becoming Hers

My adventure with Mistress Emma is wild. From day one onward. I have often wanted to draft a story for Her blog, yet it took me way longer than expected to try to organize some of my thoughts about Her and express them in simple words. I hope it makes sense to you. So let’s start from the get-go. I had some experience with BDSM long before I met Mistress Emma. I would normally book myself a session once or twise an year, when I really feel the urge, and I have never visited the same Domme twice. But that Read more »

The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Wish A lot has happened since my first session with Mistress Emma & this one. My first session with Her was my first taste of what Hell could look like. It was painful, but damn, did it taste good. From that moment on, it was clear I wasn’t going anywhere. I wanted more. In the meantime, we’ve had multiple sessions & we’ve signed an ownership contract (which had some special clauses at my request). One of these clauses gives Mistress Emma the right to decide if I get a safe word or not. By default, I would have none. Read more »

How I long to be reunited with you… If only for a few hours!

How I long to be reunited with you… If only for a few hours!

A little bit more then a week ago I visited Miss Emma in The Hague! I already made the appointment some time before. Originally for Monday! Getting in contact a week before, She was not quite sure whether She was going to be there yet. Hence, The Mistress would confirm later in the week. My mind went crazy. Is She for real? Was it a mind game? I had been waiting for Her return for over 2 months now, and She kept being busy… Doesn’t Mistress Emma miss me as much as I miss Her? Would She finally grace me Read more »

Force fem me

Force fem me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »

Signed, sealed, delivered…

Signed, sealed, delivered…

Signed, sealed, delivered… My last session with Mistress Emma had been a long time coming. After a long period abroad I finally received a message from my Mistress saying She was back in The Netherlands and ready to accept me for a session. Her message also said She had a special folder with my name on it on her desk. The folder contained the contract that we agreed upon before her holiday. In the contract, we had stated the conditions that make Mistress Emma my owner and that make me Her property. It was time for me to come over Read more »

The clacking of her heels

The clacking of her heels

After a long break of more than two months, I finally got to see my Mistress again. I was dying to see Her in one of her stunning fetish outfits. As I arrived at the studio She greeted me in black, shiny, skin-tight leggings, a corset to match, and blood-red platform heels. Her outfit accentuated her curves so perfectly that it made my head spin a bit. As we walked into the studio She apologised for the floor. It was covered with foam mats. Apparently, the studio has new downstairs neighbors who complain about the constant noise of heels on Read more »

Mistress Emma’s property

Mistress Emma’s property

It had been a while since I last wrote about my encounters with Mistress Emma. I believe the last time I had been with her for  3rd or 4th visit. At first, I counted the sessions I went to Miss Emma, but now, a year has passed and I can’t remember how many times I have been at Her mercy! However the last session was a special one, but first things first. While reading and searching on Mistress Emma’s site I did stumble on the fact that it was possible to have a Contract with her – to submit fully Read more »

My second visit with Mistress Emma

My second visit with Mistress Emma

After my first visit with Mistress Emma in December, I knew from the moment I left her studio that I made the right choice with Her. I Had a few days off after the session, so had some time to let the session really sink in and re-live it in my head. Oh boy, that was quite the rollercoaster (in a good way). In the days after the session I already started planning to return to Mistress Emma and in our conversations I asked if She would be available in January somewhere. Continue reading here…