Becoming Hers

My adventure with Mistress Emma is wild. From day one onward. I have often wanted to draft a story for Her blog, yet it took me way longer than expected to try to organize some of my thoughts about Her and express them in simple words. I hope it makes sense to you. So let’s start from the get-go. I had some experience with BDSM long before I met Mistress Emma. I would normally book myself a session once or twise an year, when I really feel the urge, and I have never visited the same Domme twice. But that all changed for me when I met Mistress Emma. One morning I stumbled on Her website, while casually browsing the internet, and remembered I had seen Her ads before. My curiosity took the better of me, and I booked my session with Mistress Emma.

The booking process was relatively easy. What I didn’t like was that I had to wait 2 days to actually come and meet Mistress Emma, but ok. I guess nothing to be done there. Whilst I was waiting for my appointment, I sent Mistress Emma some notes about my past experiences and desires. My wishes were simple (or so I thought), and when the time finally came, I was excited, but nothing over the top. I arrived 15 minutes early and requested to be let in, but Mistress Emma insisted I wait until it is 12:00 sharp as per our agreement. Punctual lady, I thought, and liked that about Her instantly.

Once I was let in, I was a bit surprised to see a small lady, extremely beautiful, hair, makeup, outfit, all carefully curated to create this aura of the ultimate Dominatrix, yet Mistress Emma couldn’t be more than 1.60 tall and no more than 45 kilos. I was relieved and remember thinking to myself - Ok, this will be quite easy going. The intake was carried out politely, with a few jokes making me feel relaxed and at ease. But once I returned from the shower and entered Her domain for the real part, everything had changed. The polite, small lady has turned into a cruel, merciless Domme! The fire in Her eyes flickers. Her tone was domineering and firm. Her eyes were fixed on me. A cane in Her arm, ready to be used, and any minute now.

First order of business - mistress Emma put me on my knees (even though this is something I am not much into, She didn’t seem like a Goddess i would like to argue with). Further, Mistress Emma made it very clear to me that She won’t tolerate any bulshit, and Her treads echoed in my ears. She inflicted fear and desire to submit, before She even laid a finger on me. Just a mental play that unfolded in my head. Mistress Emma knows how to push all my buttons, with words, but also how to intrigue me and make sure I desire more. Before I even knew it, I found myself wrapped in foils and firmly secured on a bdsm rack. I was ordered to keep it quiet or else...

So I did just that. I had mentioned I would like to do some CBT, and now I was sure to get it. Mistress Emma took a huge pair of scissors and waved them in my face. I wanted to scream and beg for mercy, but I was ordered to be quiet, so I did. After She had Her fun teasing and threatening me, Mistress Emma used the scissors to cut openings in the foils just big enough so Mistress Emma could pull my cock and balls through them. Once out, Mistress Emma took a device and locked my balls inside of it, pulling my cock out through a small hole. Next order of business, Mistress Emma connected Her electro box to my captivity device and started to slowly fry my balls. Every now and then, whispering in sweet treads in my ear.

Every time I was about to scream my safe word, as if She knew, as if She was already in my head, reading me as an open book, Mistress Emma would look straight in my eyes and simply state: More, slave. I demand more!

I couldn’t possibly say no. I couldn’t cut it off or even slow it down. I was helpless. The only thing I could do was to go further. To give Mistress Emma more. But this was not enough for Her. Of course not. After a while, Mistress Emma reached out to Her side table and took the largest sound I have ever seen.  35 cm to be exact, and show it to me very carefully, teasing, playing with it. Scaring me. No way this is going in more than half way i thought. And of course, once again, I was wrong.

Mistress Emma took Her time and slowly, but surely, She inserted it in. The whole thing. And the best part? She ordered me to watch. Pay attention. I wasn’t even allowed to blink. Mistress Emma knows how to mess with my head and how to show me that there is nothing impossible in Her world. Was My Goddess finally satisfied after this? Has She had enough yet? The answer is a firm no. Upon fitting the whole sound inside, Mistress Emma pressed a small button on it and made it all vibrate. I have never felt this way before. The whole 35 cm thing was now vibrating deep inside of me. Here is where I broke Her rule of complete silence and begin desperatelly begging Her to allow me to explode. Yet, She did the opposite. No permission granted, and not just that.

My cock, all together with the still vibrating huge sound, was firmly fixed onto my belly, and Mistress Emma reached again to Her side table. This time around, I disliked the next tool with all my being. A box of needles. Thats right. Not just a needle. Or a few... A whole brand new box full of needles. I have a rather large cock, which always made me proud and happy, but on this particular day. It was the first time in my life when I wished I had a small toiny thing which could accommodate no more than 5 needles. Mistress Emma looked in my eyes and promised me to fit 30 needles on it. The number echoed in my head! 30? Is She serious? Is that even possible? Would I pass out?

I guess none of this was of much concern to Mistress Emma, who confidently took Her clamps and began placing the needles one right next to the other. Extremely close. I must admit there is something hypnotising about watching Her focus and work. Without a twitch in Her eyes, just a wild determination. No doubt, no fear, no concern for me. She just kept going and going. When my moans become quite loud, She will simply demand: MORE, SLAVE! GIVE ME MORE! And that’s all it took. I was more that nappy to offer Her anything. And as per usual, She was right. 30 needles, from the top of my cock all the way down to my balls. All nicely done. Mistress Emma took a picture and showed it to me, and I must agree, it looked extraordinary! Yet, Mistress Emma wasn’t done. Not by a long shot.

Next She offered me some water through a straw and carried on further. Where did She go from here? What more could my poor cock and balls endure? Believe it or not next step was the vibrator. Mistress Emma had it on a very low speed and placed it right underneath my balls for a while, before She moved it all the way up in between the balls and onto my cock right on top of the needles previously placed. It was a mixture of excruciating pain and wild pleasure. Or maybe the pleasure comes from Mistress Emma looking in my eyes, smiling, and leveling up the vibrations as She went. Before long her vibrator was on top of my cock, on top of the large vibrating sound still inside. It didn’t take long before I exploded with a wild roar. Mistress Emma’s reaction to that?

She just laughed, and warned my - my failure to comply with Her simple rule: GIVE THE ULTIMATE CONTROL OVER YOUR BODY AND MIND AT EVERY GIVEN MOMENT WHILST WE PLAY! - will have consequences. Next, Mistress Emma removed all the toys and tools - needles, sounds, and electro. Then looked straight in my eyes and simply stated: IF YOU COULDN’T OFFER ME THE ULTIMATE CONTROL OVER YOURSELF FOR A FEW HOURS, I WILL TEACH YOU HOW TO DO IT OVER A WHOLE WEEK INSTEAD!

Then Miss Emma put on a chastity device on my cock and balls and locked it in. Once satisfied with the result, Mistress Emma untied me and sent me off to the shower. I collected my thoughts as much as I could there and upon returning, back i expected that Mistress Emma would remove the cage, or at least offer me a spare key. But no.

I tried to suggest it, but Mistress Emma won’t have it. And She seemed so polite again, the little lady smiling wide and making sure I felt comfortable has returned, yet the second I tried to swing it my way She cut my BS out. I left with the chastity on, and on my way home still tried to make sense of what just happened to me. In the coming days i reached out to Mistress Emma, trying to makle Her remove the chastity - all my attempts were futile. She demanded a photo of the “situation,” deemed it all right, and ordered me to carry on wearing it( I have never been locked before). In 7 days, I received an invitation for an assessment of my situation, and you better believe I jumped at the chance, but this is an entirely different adventure for yet another post.

Mistress Emma captivated both my mind and body in a way I never experienced before. And just like in a fairy tale, She always kicked me out on a cliff hanger, so I needed more and more and more of Her. Now 8 sessions later, I still can’t wait for our next adventure!

 

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