Force fam me

Force fam me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

After coming back from holiday, my nerves began to tickle again. I was in strong need of a BDSM session with Goddess Emma again. Frankly, I’ve been visiting Her already a few times, and it was just plain pleasure and pain intertwined together in a beautiful knot. I can’t imagine anyone will ever be able to untangle! The appointment was made, and with a bit of mixed feelings on anticipation but also genuine fear, I headed Her way. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door and OMG what a beautiful Mistress! My head began spinning, my emotions going all Read more »

The hottest day of the year

The hottest day of the year

The hottest day of the year so far was about to become a whole lot hotter. On a beautiful sunny afternoon, I made my way to the studio where I was greeted by Mistress Emma in a very sexy latex outfit. Our last session had been quite some time ago, so it was good to finally see Her again. Our session was going to be on the top floor of the building. As She led the way, I followed Her sky-high boots up the stairs, the temperature slowly rising with every step… As if the heat of the day wasn’t Read more »

Number One slaves’s duties to Mistress Emma

Number One slaves’s duties to Mistress Emma

PROLOGUE Mistress Emma had Her demons awaken and tormenting Her. I still didn’t know the exact reason for it, but She needed a relief in one form or another, and as Her number one, I am always at Her feet. To provide whatever is needed, to make sure She is always happy! THE FIRST STEP When my Mistress called me, I could hear something was wrong. She was agitated, perhaps even a little bit angry. She was not her usual self, and I asked Her what had happened that gave Her these emotions. She didn’t answer, and I realized, of Read more »

Autism and BDSM

Autism and BDSM

Other than my standard BDSM sessions, I offer sessions to autistic people as well. I have a background in psychology, which allows me to understand individuals with special needs and tend to them. Obviously, those sessions are quite different from my usual free-spirited fiery performances. Further, those sessions are also quite hard for me to perform since one “wrong” move, or a second of distraction from the script, and the whole session can break. The slave’s head can spin with anxiety, and when we are talking about autistic people, extra stress and anxiety are never a good idea. I need Read more »

My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me! It is about 120 hours ago since I left Mylady her studio in Den Haag. Is this relevant you might ask? Well, not in general, but it is when you realize I still have blue and red stains all over my bottom part. My Mistress Emma really has given me some marks to remember. It was our jubilee session, I had the privilege to serve Mylady for exactly 3 years, and I had bought Her some really nice shoes and, as always, some sweets: marzipan strawberries from Leonidas, they are for sure amongst Her favourites. She Read more »

I FOUND THE WAY

I FOUND THE WAY

I was such a disappointment to my Goddess – Mistress Emma. But now I finally found the right way as my eyes were really opened by Her a few weeks ago! My behavior was, according to Mistress Emma very bad. Because I didn’t give her the respect that She earns.  I was not following the agreements, She made with me and was losing her valuable time. Mistress Emma and I met for the first time about 1 year ago and during this year She made a big impression on me. Yet I was too scared to obey Goddess Emma. A Read more »

The diaries of Mistress Emma’s sub

The diaries of Mistress Emma’s sub

A little peek into the diaries of one of my most devoted slaves! What does it mean to be under My boot? Is it easy to be handpicked and tasked with little goals on a daily basis? Can you handle this? When would you have given it all up or would you have? 290517 Today I finally met Mylady again. She had the boots on I bought for Her birthday. She looked more than great in them. At the end of the session, I told my Mistress that I was unable to have an orgasm without her permission. This made Read more »

You belong to Me…

You belong to Me…

Mistress Emma is back! It’s been a long time- a really long time since I last met Mistress Emma. That’s why the anticipation was all the greater. But from the beginning, I knew I was in big trouble. Miss Emma had prepared me accordingly for today’s adventure. How? A month in a chastity cage, Yes a month! I didn‘t think I could handle this but with Mistress Emma somehow everything is possible as long as it pleases Her Majesty! After that long and cruel time, I met Her again. I couldn’t believe my eyes when Goddess Emma was opening the Read more »

Embracing Submission – A Tribute to Mistress Emma

Embracing Submission – A Tribute to Mistress Emma

In the world of domination and submission, finding the right domme can truly be a transformative experience. For me, that domme is Mistress Emma. After a few disappointing encounters, I was fortunate enough to come across Mistress Emma, and my world was forever changed. Mistress Emma is not just a domme; She is a passionate and dedicated guide on a journey of self-exploration and growth. She has helped me break through my desires, pushing boundaries and leading me to experience pleasures I never thought possible. With each task She sets, each outfit she commands me to wear, and each toy Read more »