Mistress Emma is my Mistress. I have been visiting her for over 7 years now. But over the course of time, She has become way more than a BDSM Mistress to me. First, we became friends and I have been able to rely on Her and lean on Her shoulder whenever I felt lost, scared, or just needed someone to talk to and share my inner thoughts and emotions. I am a very private person, and to open up before someone and discuss what really happens with me and in my head has always been very difficult. But with Mistress Emma, it happened so naturally. She listens to you without cutting you off here and there while you speak. Then once you are finished, She asks relevant questions and makes you think about your own behaviour and the once of others.
She points out your mistakes, but not in a judgmental way. Not to embrace you, but rather to correct you. Once Mistress Emma shows you where you went wrong, She goes the extra mile to explain what you could have done better. How could you have turned things around and benefited from the situation? Further, I suffer from bouts of depression and Mistress Emma has been there for me whenever I need Her - late at night, on the weekends, or even when She is on vacation and I know She needs to rest from all of us - needy subs!
But don’t you get me wrong. She is not only there to listen to me. For about a year, I have been having therapy sessions with Mistress Emma. Then we sit down and talk. Share. Think, and I receive useful advice and plenty of homework.
And no - not the kinky type. Our therapy sessions do not contain anything kinky at all. Just a confused man in his mid-30s and a skilful woman, serving the purpose of his guide and life coach. Ever since I started my therapy sessions with Mistress Emma, I have begun to grow my confidence. I have become more open to the world. Also, I have taken the initiative more and even had a girlfriend for a brief period. Currently, I am working on accepting myself for who I am and being proud of the man I am. And one more thing - Ever since I started my therapy, my symptoms of depression have been significantly reduced and way less intense. Now I already recognize the first signs. And once I feel I am about to go down the spiral, I contact Mistress Emma immediately.
I won't lie - Mistress Emma doesn’t babysit me, instead She has my back and is always there to listen to my endless (At times) whining. But also once She deemed enough is enough, She picks me up, orders me to perform some of the exercises we do in our sessions, forces me to create a long lists, and takes my attention fully off of whatever is currently taking me down. And even after I begin to feel better, She checks up on me and makes sure to keep me busy, so I have no time or desire to give in to my dark thoughts and fears. But that’s not all. Mistress Emma praises me for the little wins I have and rewards me whenever She believes I have worked hard enough on myself.
Thank you, Mistress Emma ( or only Emma, as I call You in therapy), for having my back and being not only my Mistress, but also my best friend and my therapist. I will work hard on myself, and I will say goodbye to depression forever. If only so you can be proud of me.
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