Force fam me

Force fam me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

After coming back from holiday, my nerves began to tickle again. I was in strong need of a BDSM session with Goddess Emma again. Frankly, I’ve been visiting Her already a few times, and it was just plain pleasure and pain intertwined together in a beautiful knot. I can’t imagine anyone will ever be able to untangle! The appointment was made, and with a bit of mixed feelings on anticipation but also genuine fear, I headed Her way. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door and OMG what a beautiful Mistress! My head began spinning, my emotions going all Read more »

My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me! It is about 120 hours ago since I left Mylady her studio in Den Haag. Is this relevant you might ask? Well, not in general, but it is when you realize I still have blue and red stains all over my bottom part. My Mistress Emma really has given me some marks to remember. It was our jubilee session, I had the privilege to serve Mylady for exactly 3 years, and I had bought Her some really nice shoes and, as always, some sweets: marzipan strawberries from Leonidas, they are for sure amongst Her favourites. She Read more »

I FOUND THE WAY

I FOUND THE WAY

I was such a disappointment to my Goddess – Mistress Emma. But now I finally found the right way as my eyes were really opened by Her a few weeks ago! My behavior was, according to Mistress Emma very bad. Because I didn’t give her the respect that She earns.  I was not following the agreements, She made with me and was losing her valuable time. Mistress Emma and I met for the first time about 1 year ago and during this year She made a big impression on me. Yet I was too scared to obey Goddess Emma. A Read more »

The diaries of Mistress Emma’s sub

The diaries of Mistress Emma’s sub

A little peek into the diaries of one of my most devoted slaves! What does it mean to be under My boot? Is it easy to be handpicked and tasked with little goals on a daily basis? Can you handle this? When would you have given it all up or would you have? 290517 Today I finally met Mylady again. She had the boots on I bought for Her birthday. She looked more than great in them. At the end of the session, I told my Mistress that I was unable to have an orgasm without her permission. This made Read more »

For you and me

For you and me

For the second time I stood there at the door, waiting to be let in.  The feelings were a mixture of nerves, excitement, and curiosity.  I had been once before, so there was some familiarity with the setting and Ms. Emma.  It’s not possible to explore all the possibilities in just one session, so it still felt like the adventure was just beginning.  When the door opened, I was greeted warmly, with a knowing smile and the right amount of leather.  I knew my limits had not been reached in the first session, we were just getting to know each Read more »

You belong to Me…

You belong to Me…

Mistress Emma is back! It’s been a long time- a really long time since I last met Mistress Emma. That’s why the anticipation was all the greater. But from the beginning, I knew I was in big trouble. Miss Emma had prepared me accordingly for today’s adventure. How? A month in a chastity cage, Yes a month! I didn‘t think I could handle this but with Mistress Emma somehow everything is possible as long as it pleases Her Majesty! After that long and cruel time, I met Her again. I couldn’t believe my eyes when Goddess Emma was opening the Read more »

Embracing Submission – A Tribute to Mistress Emma

Embracing Submission – A Tribute to Mistress Emma

In the world of domination and submission, finding the right domme can truly be a transformative experience. For me, that domme is Mistress Emma. After a few disappointing encounters, I was fortunate enough to come across Mistress Emma, and my world was forever changed. Mistress Emma is not just a domme; She is a passionate and dedicated guide on a journey of self-exploration and growth. She has helped me break through my desires, pushing boundaries and leading me to experience pleasures I never thought possible. With each task She sets, each outfit she commands me to wear, and each toy Read more »

Mistress Emma in Donna Fiera – Professional BDSM studio, located in Arnhem – The Netherlands

Mistress Emma in Donna Fiera – Professional BDSM studio, located in Arnhem – The Netherlands

Mistress Emma in Donna Fiera – Professional BDSM studio, located in Arnhem – The Netherlands After a decade of receiving my guests at one location only, I have decided to broaden my horizons and offer my slaves and myself some more creative freedom in our experiences. I conducted thorough research, and one name kept being highly recommended to me—Donna Fiera! Both my colleagues and slaves had only positive feedback, so I decided to take the 2.5-hour drive and visit it for myself. And was I in for a surprise! I was welcomed, by the beautiful Mistress Jill. We had a Read more »