Severe punishment

Severe punishment

I have been fascinated by Pro Dommes for quite some time now. Yet, my experience so far has always been just fun and interesting, with nothing too deep. I have never been terrified by a woman in my whole entire life. After all, I am a middle-aged, well-built man who visits the gym occasionally, and consider myself in good shape both physically and mentally. I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website through one of Her Twitter posts. Once I discovered it, it took me a while to read through the whole thing, and although it struck me as quite interesting, I Read more »

The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Wish A lot has happened since my first session with Mistress Emma & this one. My first session with Her was my first taste of what Hell could look like. It was painful, but damn, did it taste good. From that moment on, it was clear I wasn’t going anywhere. I wanted more. In the meantime, we’ve had multiple sessions & we’ve signed an ownership contract (which had some special clauses at my request). One of these clauses gives Mistress Emma the right to decide if I get a safe word or not. By default, I would have none. Read more »

How I long to be reunited with you… If only for a few hours!

How I long to be reunited with you… If only for a few hours!

A little bit more then a week ago I visited Miss Emma in The Hague! I already made the appointment some time before. Originally for Monday! Getting in contact a week before, She was not quite sure whether She was going to be there yet. Hence, The Mistress would confirm later in the week. My mind went crazy. Is She for real? Was it a mind game? I had been waiting for Her return for over 2 months now, and She kept being busy… Doesn’t Mistress Emma miss me as much as I miss Her? Would She finally grace me Read more »

Force fem me

Force fem me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

After coming back from holiday, my nerves began to tickle again. I was in strong need of a BDSM session with Goddess Emma again. Frankly, I’ve been visiting Her already a few times, and it was just plain pleasure and pain intertwined together in a beautiful knot. I can’t imagine anyone will ever be able to untangle! The appointment was made, and with a bit of mixed feelings on anticipation but also genuine fear, I headed Her way. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door and OMG what a beautiful Mistress! My head began spinning, my emotions going all Read more »

The hottest day of the year

The hottest day of the year

The hottest day of the year so far was about to become a whole lot hotter. On a beautiful sunny afternoon, I made my way to the studio where I was greeted by Mistress Emma in a very sexy latex outfit. Our last session had been quite some time ago, so it was good to finally see Her again. Our session was going to be on the top floor of the building. As She led the way, I followed Her sky-high boots up the stairs, the temperature slowly rising with every step… As if the heat of the day wasn’t Read more »

Autism and BDSM

Autism and BDSM

Other than my standard BDSM sessions, I offer sessions to autistic people as well. I have a background in psychology, which allows me to understand individuals with special needs and tend to them. Obviously, those sessions are quite different from my usual free-spirited fiery performances. Further, those sessions are also quite hard for me to perform since one “wrong” move, or a second of distraction from the script, and the whole session can break. The slave’s head can spin with anxiety, and when we are talking about autistic people, extra stress and anxiety are never a good idea. I need Read more »

My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me! It is about 120 hours ago since I left Mylady her studio in Den Haag. Is this relevant you might ask? Well, not in general, but it is when you realize I still have blue and red stains all over my bottom part. My Mistress Emma really has given me some marks to remember. It was our jubilee session, I had the privilege to serve Mylady for exactly 3 years, and I had bought Her some really nice shoes and, as always, some sweets: marzipan strawberries from Leonidas, they are for sure amongst Her favourites. She Read more »

The surrender to Mistress Emma

The surrender to Mistress Emma

Last Saturday, I had the pleasure of Mistress Emma finding me worthy enough for a second session. Nervously, I wait for the message from The Mistress that I can ring the bell. Fortunately, I don’t have to wait long. My Mistress invited me in at the exact time frame we scheduled. Once Mistress Emma opens the door, I have to gasp for breath. What a beautiful appearance in Her lovely boots that are so high that they extend to her beautiful buttocks, a pair of heels underneath that are so high that the Eiffel Tower in Paris would be jealous Read more »