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Force fam me

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Force fam me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

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A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

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Happy moments, fearful experiences…

After coming back from holiday, my nerves began to tickle again. I was in strong need of a BDSM session with Goddess Emma again. Frankly, I’ve been visiting Her already a few times, and it was just plain pleasure and pain intertwined together in a beautiful knot. I can’t imagine anyone will ever be able to untangle! The appointment was made, and with a bit of mixed feelings on anticipation but also genuine fear, I headed Her way. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door and OMG what a beautiful Mistress! My head began spinning, my emotions going all Read more »

The hottest day of the year

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The hottest day of the year

The hottest day of the year so far was about to become a whole lot hotter. On a beautiful sunny afternoon, I made my way to the studio where I was greeted by Mistress Emma in a very sexy latex outfit. Our last session had been quite some time ago, so it was good to finally see Her again. Our session was going to be on the top floor of the building. As She led the way, I followed Her sky-high boots up the stairs, the temperature slowly rising with every step… As if the heat of the day wasn’t Read more »

Autism and BDSM

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Autism and BDSM

Other than my standard BDSM sessions, I offer sessions to autistic people as well. I have a background in psychology, which allows me to understand individuals with special needs and tend to them. Obviously, those sessions are quite different from my usual free-spirited fiery performances. Further, those sessions are also quite hard for me to perform since one “wrong” move, or a second of distraction from the script, and the whole session can break. The slave’s head can spin with anxiety, and when we are talking about autistic people, extra stress and anxiety are never a good idea. I need Read more »

My Mistress Marks Me!

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My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me! It is about 120 hours ago since I left Mylady her studio in Den Haag. Is this relevant you might ask? Well, not in general, but it is when you realize I still have blue and red stains all over my bottom part. My Mistress Emma really has given me some marks to remember. It was our jubilee session, I had the privilege to serve Mylady for exactly 3 years, and I had bought Her some really nice shoes and, as always, some sweets: marzipan strawberries from Leonidas, they are for sure amongst Her favourites. She Read more »

The surrender to Mistress Emma

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The surrender to Mistress Emma

Last Saturday, I had the pleasure of Mistress Emma finding me worthy enough for a second session. Nervously, I wait for the message from The Mistress that I can ring the bell. Fortunately, I don’t have to wait long. My Mistress invited me in at the exact time frame we scheduled. Once Mistress Emma opens the door, I have to gasp for breath. What a beautiful appearance in Her lovely boots that are so high that they extend to her beautiful buttocks, a pair of heels underneath that are so high that the Eiffel Tower in Paris would be jealous Read more »

I FOUND THE WAY

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I FOUND THE WAY

I was such a disappointment to my Goddess – Mistress Emma. But now I finally found the right way as my eyes were really opened by Her a few weeks ago! My behavior was, according to Mistress Emma very bad. Because I didn’t give her the respect that She earns.  I was not following the agreements, She made with me and was losing her valuable time. Mistress Emma and I met for the first time about 1 year ago and during this year She made a big impression on me. Yet I was too scared to obey Goddess Emma. A Read more »

The diaries of Mistress Emma’s sub

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The diaries of Mistress Emma’s sub

A little peek into the diaries of one of my most devoted slaves! What does it mean to be under My boot? Is it easy to be handpicked and tasked with little goals on a daily basis? Can you handle this? When would you have given it all up or would you have? 290517 Today I finally met Mylady again. She had the boots on I bought for Her birthday. She looked more than great in them. At the end of the session, I told my Mistress that I was unable to have an orgasm without her permission. This made Read more »

For you and me

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For you and me

For the second time I stood there at the door, waiting to be let in.  The feelings were a mixture of nerves, excitement, and curiosity.  I had been once before, so there was some familiarity with the setting and Ms. Emma.  It’s not possible to explore all the possibilities in just one session, so it still felt like the adventure was just beginning.  When the door opened, I was greeted warmly, with a knowing smile and the right amount of leather.  I knew my limits had not been reached in the first session, we were just getting to know each Read more »