After coming back from holiday, my nerves began to tickle again. I was in strong need of a BDSM session with Goddess Emma again. Frankly, I've been visiting Her already a few times, and it was just plain pleasure and pain intertwined together in a beautiful knot. I can’t imagine anyone will ever be able to untangle! The appointment was made, and with a bit of mixed feelings on anticipation but also genuine fear, I headed Her way. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door and OMG what a beautiful Mistress! My head began spinning, my emotions going all around in circles! I wished to hold Her in my arms again, I wish to pay her a compliment, I wished to keep Her closer and closer to me, to breathe in Her scent, to feel Her against me...

I wished to be in Her care and to never ever have to leave Her side again! Have you ever had that feeling, where you just want to be there, close to this wonderful other person that understand you so well, that you fear leaving them, losing them, and every second you are not together feels like a decade while every moment spend together feels like blessing…

We hugged for a while and went all the way upstairs to the top floor, which Mistress Emma had reserved for both of us that day. Then She sat us down and we talked and hugged each other again, discussed the upcoming session, and just looked at each other's eyes. Nothing extreme quite yet, nothing out of the ordinary, and yet, the excitement was already growing. After a while, I was ordered to lie on the table.

Then I know the real fun for my beautiful Mistress begins. But that also means from now on I will be bound, fixed steadily, tortured beyond belief, teased, and used all at once! Mistress Emma tied me heavily to the table so I could not move. Then She brought the bracelet with pins inside, strapped it around my testicles. Pins were sticking, but so far it was bearable, just intense. But was that all? Of course not, Miss Emma was just warming me up. Merely preparing me for what will ensue very soon…

She got another ring with pins around dickie and strapped it. We both were enjoying the ride.

Once She saw I was coming back to my senses, my breathing getting calmer, my eyes fixating on Her, She opened Her case with… yes, the sounds!

Mistress Emma enjoys playing with those and has a large collection of bullet sounds, curved sounds, silicone-made sounds, electrical sounds, and vibrating sounds! You better believe, if you mention you are open for this, She will take Her time with them and use them in various different ways. Also, at times, including a vibrator and restraints to enhance your experience. I remember one particular session in the past where we played with sounds for 4 hours straight, and we only stopped because we were running out of time. I enjoyed every second of it, and She knows this is a very big trigger for me! But let’s return to today’s confessions - Mistress Emma inserted a small bullet just to tease me - magnificent. She then removed the bracelet and inserted all the remaining bullet sounds one by one, opting for a larger one every time!

That feels just wonderful, the sounds are great, it gives a nice feeling, no pain, they smoothly went inside, excellent. To get a more intense feeling, I asked to get an electrical sound, and yes, off She went. Mistress Emma got Her electrical device and put in the special electrical sound and started to increase the level. It just tickles inside dickie, but no harm, it felt good until.....She got her electrical gloves. I did not notice, but Mistress Emma crabbed dickie, and whooooow the feeling was heavenly! Mistress Emma gave an electrical massage, dear oh dear that caused a lot of pain(mind you, the electric sound was still inserted all the way inside and secured tightly in place)! My Goddess continued for a little while before She finally stopped, and gave me a second to compose myself. But it was really just a second.

Mistress Emma is not prone to offer large breaks, you are lucky if you can get a few breaths in peace, before She grabs you in Her next choke hold! And as you can imagine, that was really something I needed to recover from and breathe normally… holy smoke...that was something. But the game was not over yet. My cruel Dome smiled and opened the needle box and asked: Where shall I put these? We had discussed it before. Miss Emma knew it was my ultimate fantasy to have needles in dickie, so She teased me relentlessly with them for a bit, telling me what She would do, where those would go, how many boxes of needles She brought in today, etc. She was fucking my mind, registering the results, and obviously pleased with herself, going further and further. My state of mind? I shivered with anticipation, but also felt a level of fear unregistered in my charts ever before!

Before She even got a single needle out of the box, I was already going out of my mind, struggling severely…I did my best to escape, to set myself free and protect myself from the sadist, but Mistress Emma had forecast this outcome and had used shackles and ropes to fix me firmly to Her torture table! I was helpless! I was fully immobilized! I was her sacrificial lamb today, and She had no intention of making this any easier for me! So without hesitation, She put a few needles in, which was just bearable… But yet… how far away can we go? How much more can I take? Will I fail Her today? My Goodness. I must be strong! There is no doubt - I must make Her proud! Then She took a picture and showed it to me.

Standing just a breath away from me as She looked in my eyes, she said: There is room for more! And I could not argue - there was indeed more room! We both laughed, I love my mistress, my Goddess. When She gets me in this state of mind - so weak, so submissive, so lost in Her beauty and talent - I will do anything for Her! I swear I will jump straight out of Her third-floor window if She ever orders me to! Every hint of doubt, every chance to think straight, to reason, evaporates as soon as I see the flames in Her eyes. The more I see Her demons out and wild, the weaker I become! So She went on and put more and more… and then even more needles in dickie and his balls… Mistress Emma played a while with it and seemed pretty satisfied.

Then we both smiled because we knew this was a very special moment.  We were nearing the end of playtime when Mistress Emma removed the needles and untied me. We were both extraordinarily happy! We did it again! Wow, what an experience. Every time when you think to yourself  - Last time was the best session I have ever had with Mistress Emma, there is no way we can upgrade anymore… She makes sure to prove you wrong! Mistress Emma knows how to challenge you and make you beg for more rather than mercy! Goddess Emma is not only a beautiful vessel, or a sexy vision to tease your fantasy, She is the ultimate Goddess - strong, demanding, devilish, sadistic, merciless, determined, unapologetic! I know now that I can be open and honest with Her before the games begin.

I can tell Her anything I wish, I dream of, or heavily desire. She will listen and explain, She will provide Her insight into my ideas, and we will determine the course of our next adventure, and once that is set in stone… There is no coming back. Even though sometimes I ask myself: What have you done? What did you get yourself into? As I am on my way to Her - Once I lay my eyes on Her - all this nuisance disappears, and I simply want to give, to serve, to please! Now I have 1 week to recover before our next adventure!  Thanks, my Goddess Emma, for the really tough but wonderful experience.

Your Dickie.