Author: Mistress Emma

Force fam me

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Force fam me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

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A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »

Back in the clutches of Mistress Emma

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Back in the clutches of Mistress Emma

Back in the clutches of Mistress Emma — but this time, completely different! A session with Mistress Emma is never predictable. It is always unique and barely imaginable in its intensity. But let’s start from the beginning. After we had arranged and scheduled the session, Mistress Emma decided on something very special just for me. She announced that it was time for there to be no safe-words — yes, that’s right: no escape and no stopping under any circumstances. That, of course, meant that my surrender in this and every future session would be entirely different. I was nervous for days Read more »

Happy moments, fearful experiences…

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Happy moments, fearful experiences…

After coming back from holiday, my nerves began to tickle again. I was in strong need of a BDSM session with Goddess Emma again. Frankly, I’ve been visiting Her already a few times, and it was just plain pleasure and pain intertwined together in a beautiful knot. I can’t imagine anyone will ever be able to untangle! The appointment was made, and with a bit of mixed feelings on anticipation but also genuine fear, I headed Her way. I rang the doorbell. She opened the door and OMG what a beautiful Mistress! My head began spinning, my emotions going all Read more »

The hottest day of the year

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The hottest day of the year

The hottest day of the year so far was about to become a whole lot hotter. On a beautiful sunny afternoon, I made my way to the studio where I was greeted by Mistress Emma in a very sexy latex outfit. Our last session had been quite some time ago, so it was good to finally see Her again. Our session was going to be on the top floor of the building. As She led the way, I followed Her sky-high boots up the stairs, the temperature slowly rising with every step… As if the heat of the day wasn’t Read more »

Number One slaves’s duties to Mistress Emma

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Number One slaves’s duties to Mistress Emma

PROLOGUE Mistress Emma had Her demons awaken and tormenting Her. I still didn’t know the exact reason for it, but She needed a relief in one form or another, and as Her number one, I am always at Her feet. To provide whatever is needed, to make sure She is always happy! THE FIRST STEP When my Mistress called me, I could hear something was wrong. She was agitated, perhaps even a little bit angry. She was not her usual self, and I asked Her what had happened that gave Her these emotions. She didn’t answer, and I realized, of Read more »

Prints of high heels and a very flat cock

Prints of high heels and a very flat cock No comments
Prints of high heels and a very flat cock

Prints of high heels and a very flat cock Each and every time I enter the BDSM-studio of Mistress Emma, her personality gives me the confidence that I am in good professional ‘care’. So I can apply to her commands, and undergo Her well-dosed punishments. This time, Mistress Emma ordered me, as being her ‘Doormat’, to lay on my back on the cold marble floor. Then, without hesitation, She jumped with her (near-) stiletto high heels on me. I felt Her heels sink deep in my belly, and in the blink of an eye, She stepped on my stomach, expelling Read more »

Autism and BDSM

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Autism and BDSM

Other than my standard BDSM sessions, I offer sessions to autistic people as well. I have a background in psychology, which allows me to understand individuals with special needs and tend to them. Obviously, those sessions are quite different from my usual free-spirited fiery performances. Further, those sessions are also quite hard for me to perform since one “wrong” move, or a second of distraction from the script, and the whole session can break. The slave’s head can spin with anxiety, and when we are talking about autistic people, extra stress and anxiety are never a good idea. I need Read more »

My Mistress Marks Me!

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My Mistress Marks Me!

My Mistress Marks Me! It is about 120 hours ago since I left Mylady her studio in Den Haag. Is this relevant you might ask? Well, not in general, but it is when you realize I still have blue and red stains all over my bottom part. My Mistress Emma really has given me some marks to remember. It was our jubilee session, I had the privilege to serve Mylady for exactly 3 years, and I had bought Her some really nice shoes and, as always, some sweets: marzipan strawberries from Leonidas, they are for sure amongst Her favourites. She Read more »

Humiliation session with Mistress Emma

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Humiliation session with Mistress Emma

I am a 40-year-old man who has been in a position of power throughout most of my life. I am in the publick’s eye, and in my daily life, I am the one to appear put together, responsible, and wise. Which might be why, every now and then, I am looking for a way to switch things over. To turn the tables around. I have been looking for a way to alleviate my stress and to reach a nirvana-like state of mind. Yet for many years, this escape proved elusive. I have tried partying, scuba diving, bungee jumping, and trips Read more »