The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Queen of Hell unleashed

The Wish A lot has happened since my first session with Mistress Emma & this one. My first session with Her was my first taste of what Hell could look like. It was painful, but damn, did it taste good. From that moment on, it was clear I wasn’t going anywhere. I wanted more. In the meantime, we’ve had multiple sessions & we’ve signed an ownership contract (which had some special clauses at my request). One of these clauses gives Mistress Emma the right to decide if I get a safe word or not. By default, I would have none. Read more »

How I long to be reunited with you… If only for a few hours!

How I long to be reunited with you… If only for a few hours!

A little bit more then a week ago I visited Miss Emma in The Hague! I already made the appointment some time before. Originally for Monday! Getting in contact a week before, She was not quite sure whether She was going to be there yet. Hence, The Mistress would confirm later in the week. My mind went crazy. Is She for real? Was it a mind game? I had been waiting for Her return for over 2 months now, and She kept being busy… Doesn’t Mistress Emma miss me as much as I miss Her? Would She finally grace me Read more »

Force fem me

Force fem me

I am a sissy sub who is having doubts about my feminine side. I enjoy dressing up and would like to go out in public in full drag, but I just don’t dare to do so. As kinky as I feel when in lingerie and stockings, I also feel ashamed of this. So far, I have been following Mistress Emma’s blog as well as Her Twitter for about 4 years and have always wanted to let Her change me and perhaps claim me just as She has done for so many others, but still. For some reason, I followed from Read more »

A lesson of obedience

A lesson of obedience

A few weeks ago, I stumbled upon Mistress Emma’s website on Twitter. I read a couple of session stories and quite liked Her demeanor, though I must admit I am a switch, so I wasn’t sure if Mistress Emma would agree to play with me. We arranged a video call first, we got acquainted, and we both shared a bit more about ourselves. From the get-go, Mistress Emma made it clear that I could only set foot in her domain as a sub. She declared that any fight over power and control will bear severe consequences, and will eventually be Read more »